...I'm stILl tryINg To FigUre OuT mY oThEr lOst SoUl...

2011-01-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

I've moved. Click here. Dont forget to link.

2009-06-10T21:27:00.002+08:00

seriously
dont give me a piece of shit
saying that you are fucking busy and you forget about replying my messages
FUCK IT
i'm saying this to FUCKERS who dont fucking well reply my fucking messages
be it on MSN or SMS
FUCK IT
dont tell me u are fucking busy with your fucking work that you are unable to reply my messages
that's one piece of shit
i'm busy too but i'll definately make sure that i will reply back

tell you what
DONT BOTHER HAVING ONE FUCKING HANDPHONE IF YOU CANT FUCKING WELL REPLY ALL THE MESSAGES!

YES!..
i'm FUCKING PISSED and you've just stepped on my line..
NO!...
i WAS NOT REFFERING TO HIM
AND I'M NOT GONNA PINPOINT,
YOU KNOW I KNOW

HOLIDAYS

2009-05-24T13:07:00.002+08:00

wohkie wohkie
so i say i'm gonna note down all the events i did
so far
been going out with all my fav peeps, except for my w14d babes

went out to eat to celebrate my mommy poko's birthday
me and my dad's treat.

went out with Angah,
and i totally miss the moments we used to have during our secondary life
going out to town, take neoprints, gossip about boys, boys and boys!
will post the neoprints soon! =)

on mothers' day,
was a busy, tiring, but fun.
me and my cuzzies
organized the mothers' day event
thanks to Farah for bringing out the interesting ideas
met with farah and furqan to buy satay at west coast
and talk about work, school stuffs with furqan
and talk about other stuffs with farah! ;p
after which, me and farah went off to IMM
to buy secret recipe cake and massages stuffs
then off to Mr Teh Tarik to buy dinner
and of all food,
we forgot about tom yum soup...

we started off with doa selamat by our grandfather
then the cutting of the birthday cake
the millions speech made by different mommy pokos
and finally we get to eat our dinner
at 9, we have a special massage for our mommy pokos
while they are having a massage,
we gave them special awards to reward them for their effort and their uniqueness that make us feel special
and end the event by playing games =)
pictures and videos will be uploaded soon! =)

one of the fridays,
met with khad, maz and yatie to celebrate yatie's belated bday and also to catch up
we had dinner and shiesha
i like the interior and the atmosphere
again pictures and videos will be uploaded soon! =)

out around town with uni
met with yul for a while
went to NYP for comics competition with the students
went to TP to send the students for 3D competition

and i cant wait for HOLIDAYS =)

I LOVE ME

2009-05-22T22:44:00.003+08:00

i'm relieved, happy and sad
relieved because i've told him
happy because i'm single
sad because i've disappointed him

uni, you are right
i know you know
i just dont want to accept the fact

and yes, eika, you are right too!
i need time
and i miss you muks seh =(
i remember the time
we went to your house to watch ghost stories!
and i missed that moments =)

yes.
i didnt fall in love with him that easily because i am not physically attracted to him.
yes.
i am not comfortable with him.
yes.
i like him as a friend.
yes.
i hurt him.
yes.
he's fine now.
yes.
we are friends.
yes.
i am not ready for relationship.
yes.
i want to be friends first.
yes.
i'm choosy.
yes.
i want people who are smart and intelligent.
yes.
i will fall for guy who is both physically and mentally attractive.
yes.
i have high standards.
and
yes.
with my high expectations, i am going to die of old virgin, without kids.
PATHETIC.

and
no.
i HATE the thoughts.

BUTTTT
everyone wants to be physically and mentally attractive.
love will never blossom if its not for both.
RIGHTTTTTTTT

I KNOW
i have too high expectations, choosy
i am not ready to settle for one
i dont even want to think of getting married for now

because that's not my style
till i find a new one
i'll tell you

oh by the way
i miss being me
i'll upload all the pics
and
i'll update all my events!

I LOVE ME =)

anyway
i wanted to thank all my lovely people
i know you know
thanks for the advice!

SINGLE is what i want

2009-05-20T20:38:00.002+08:00

i wished i did not land myself in this situation
i cant help hating every single messages
the messages meant nothing at all to me
i cant help getting infuriated over every single messages
the messages are replication of the old dull messages

i like you, but i dont love you

i like to talk to you
because you are wise
i like to go out with you
because you show care and concern towards me

but
i cant love you
because i'm not in love with you
no matter how hard i try to tell myself you are nice,
you are the one

but its just me,
i am not committed to you
i am not sincere about our love
as a matter of fact i am actually pretending to love you

but i know its still early to tell
for now,
i'll just go with the flow
if you read this,
i'm sorry.

this blog is here for a reason
it is killing me
now, i realize i rather be single and mingle
than having a lover whom i did not even love.

i dont want to hurt any parties
but i just cant tell the other party the truth
truth hurts,
but lies...worst.

i want to travel
if possible alone
to see the wonders and the beautiful creation of Allah
to meet new friends
to cherish my old friends
to forget my old flame(s)

honestly
i am not ready to have a BF
and i think i have one
and yes i'm in deep trouble
and yes i want to end
because i cant stand the "report-strength"
i cant stand the "what you doing", "where you going", "i miss you", "i love you", "have you eaten", "meet my parents"...blah blah blah
because to me once a day you text me this, i'm fine
but a replication of all this dull messages?
i know all of you will be saying because he trully loves me and blah blah blah
but as a matter of fact,
i hate them!
i want something interesting and exciting and something intelligent
all i can say is i'm sorry

RUN

2009-05-08T12:11:00.002+08:00

RUN - Snow Patrol & Leona Lewis

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower Slower
We don't have time for that
All i want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

***************************************

on the other hand, i cant wait for tmr's event, amcm FARAH??... =)

***************************************
i'm missing my poly mates badly
i wanna laugh
i wanna my happy go lucky back badly
i wanna be a student badly
i dont even wanna be involved
i'm SORRY
i'm running away
running away from the depressing me

you dont love me

2009-04-23T17:01:00.003+08:00

i should'nt have...

you should'nt have...

we are not...

you did'nt...

i did'nt...

we are just...

from the start,

its all...

we should'nt even...

because we are...

we are too...

we thought we are...

but we are...

in the end nothing seems...

our...

has to...

and now i should'nt have loved you
neither should you loved me
everything is all lies

neither should we go to the next step that fast

actions speaks louder than words

you want me to be there for you, but you are not there

its seems like as if

everything is always about you

and that's when i finally realize
you don't love me
it doesn't matter what you say
cus love dont do you that way

dont try to hide it
u cant deny it
so there's no reason to stay
cus you don't love me

right now i feel so
good about myself
got over you
now im good with anything else

there'll be no more waitin for you
wonderin what u gonna do
im gonna be just fine by myself

there'll be no more cryin at night
dont worry im alright
im just fine with knowin
you dont love me

PICtures

2009-04-22T16:39:00.011+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen
Presenting you PICTURES!

On the fifth of april, 2009. Went out to town with Uni to camwhore and basically camwhore.

Of course, Graduation Ceremony...wee, I'm officially a DIPLOMA HOLDER...

i was there till 5pm...finding for victims to take picture with. in the end, i am exhausted. After which, we went to eat, my treat! =)

next day, 09.04.09, went out and meet khad, =D

on the 10.04.09, was having a good time with april, shurin and haira...as it was APRIL's birthday party...a mini celebration...HAPPY 21st!...cant wait to meet again!

and of course, on the 11th, went out with the weblog excos to Kampung Buangkok and marina barrage to celebrate fai fai's belated birthday, HAPPY 20th!...
Kampung Buangkok was soo totally in the 1960s and 70s. It was so kampungish that i totally cant imagine that even a modern country like singapore, still have these old traditions. I hope that they actually preserved this kampung, coz singapore or SINGAPURA used to have a lot of kampung houses and lesser FOREIGNERS...

then, on the 17th, was the school sports day...
all i can say is, its FUN, HAPPENING, HOT (as in the weather)
and went to the meeting at NUS.

2009-04-19T13:10:00.002+08:00

ohkay, seriously
i wanna get a face check
do i look like a malaysian minah???

freak la
almost all my friends in myspace is a malaysian...
and
some of them even want to be in a relationship with me...

dont get me wrong
i'm not trying to say that i'm too good for them
its just that
i'm wondering
how come i'm attracting malaysians instead of singaporeans???

am i too malaysian?

the last time
i dated a malaysian guy
turn out to be a disaster
and then i chatted with a few malaysian guys
turn out to be the same

and now i'm becoming to wonder
are they the same guy or its just them?

trying to instill sweet words
bt hell
i've learned my lessons

bt sometimes
i just cant help it
bt to play along with their own game
its kinda fun actually =)
especially when u are bored

i'm not mean
this people need to be thought
boys are boys
girls are girls

and my lappy is getting slower and slower
and i soo hate it
and i have not even finished my FLASH which dateline falls tmr!

*sigh*

2009-04-17T21:47:00.002+08:00

ohkay i dont know what's wrong with me
but i totally screwed up when i see the doctor
nothing major happen
but i just am unable to find the words to tell him my problems
and i kept looking at my mom
and laugh nervously
i feel sooo SHHHTUPID!!...

jeezzz...
i totally cannot get the image away
a lot of things are in my mind lately
and i cant even think straight
and i do not even know why
things that i know i should not do, i did without realizing it
things that i know i should have done, i didnt
maybe i do not have the passion and the commitment to teach or work
or maybe i am just not bothered
ouh yeah
that's me
so what's next?

i'm sooo FUCKED UP...

trainer

2009-04-17T18:13:00.002+08:00

here's the pros and cons of being a trainer
pros:
- save money (canteen food and staff retreat)
- holidays ARE holidays (even though you have to come to work)
- good earn money (enough for my own)
- being appreciated by SOME students
- have your own TA room
- CONTROL COMPUTERS
- CONTROL THE STUDENTS

cons:
- cant show that you hate the students and teachers
- cant afford to make a mistake
- need to go for meetings
- need to think for tmr's lessons
- need to stand with the teachers and students idiotic behaviour!

thank god i dont have to endure parents!

bt i think its time for me to start to think and be a working young adult..
i have to stop thinking about school life
bt i know its gonna be hard
because my working life is a reminiscence of my school life

anyway
i think i dissapointed one teacher
opppss
i totally forget about it
but then again
i think i dissapointed a lot of teachers
and i DO NOT get along well with SOME of the teachers
maybe i need time...

but
just now, the school had sports day
and i totally remembered my sec sports day
every year, i'm in a cheering spirit!
and GREEN HOUSE IS THE BEST!

anyways
i will upload the pics ASAP...
there's a lot for me to do
and i totally need to bring a reminder with me
just in case
i forgets

picturessss

2009-03-31T20:37:00.005+08:00

i've decided to give myspace a skip
because it just makes my heart skipped a beat
i need to learnt how to stop
to stop searching for *it*

it's painful
it's sad
but i cant go on living this way
and i decided
i have to move on
and pray i'll get someone who can lead me the right way

after reading it,
i realise i'm rapping
cheyy mcm betol ajer..

bt peeps
no worries
i'm fine *big grin plastered on my face*
no new updates
just me trying to get some of my life back
and work's getting tensed
not that fun or exciting anymore
with my colleague went back to India for three weeks,
and was replaced by someone from his company, which is ohkay, but i was hoping for single and hot guy! =p *miang kau*

anyways
below are the pictures of all the collages that has not been done! =p

starting from the recent...

vivo with uni and yul,
uni maz, maz uni =D

followed by K-Nite 09!...cheapppp

went to watch My Bloody Valentine with My Bloody Valentine...

give me a suntanning lotion and waves...

relax, sit back and eat dougnuts at...

when u had the crowds and money and stomach, you go to..

and of course, after a tiring and tensed moments, aftermath is always the "in-thing"...

and mr birdie was too cute to fly, that i almost want it to be my pet!

and of course, the most wonderful precious princess is always ready to give you her smiles!

SMILE MY DARLINGS! =p

mood

2009-03-25T10:43:00.002+08:00

i will post pictures later uh
for the past few days
it seems as if i wasnt me
i was so distracted, gloomy
i wasnt happy
and i seriously donnoe why

i'm not satisfied with myself
i'm not happy
i feel so awkward with my family
i fake smiles with my friends
i am in no mood to entertain the girls
and
honestly i'm missing someone badly
i donnoe whether to feel angry at myself for being stupid
or at someone for almost being close to my heart
and i always lied to myself
to move on

i have my family, i have my friends, i have a job but still i'm not feeling anything that excite me.
yah, i know i should be thankful,
but somewhere deep down inside me is still trying to figure out my other soul

i'm such in a state,
that i'm easily tired, exhausted, angry, unbothered
and my eyes are swollen
i'm having cough

shit, i'm in a mess

M.A.C

2009-03-18T09:24:00.001+08:00

so,

i bought myself M.A.C

shittos...

and i watched BLOODY VALENTINE

scary shittos...

henderson wave

2009-03-15T20:58:00.004+08:00

So the past few days was fun plus enjoyment plus plus plus happyness
and
of course irritated

without no classes at all for the past 3 days
been watching dexter
eating pastamania!!
installing CS4 collections
and best of all
meeting with my ladies!

Thursday - met with uni and totally had fun time with her, bought myself harry potter books and was high at night! =p

Friday - met with khad and mayyyyyy, all we did was just chilled at starbucks, since they are so damn tired and they look tired. The time is mean. It flies by so fast! =(

Sat - went out with uni to sentosa (again)!, then walk to mount faber to reach henderson wave and was in love with the surrounding, if only...
and have a kassim family gathering...best part was that LVIERPOOL TRASHED MAN UTD 4-1!! =D

Sun - went to IT roadshow with my dad n farah and i bought myself IPOD CLASSIC! =p
and of course, my mom disapprove of it, bt who cares, serves her right for throwing away my beloved clothes! but hell, it was so crowded, but hey at least i bought something!...bought a cheap lexmark printer with headphones as a headset and a cheap terabyte harddisk!...and i am going to save up for handycam! =)

collages

2009-03-11T21:19:00.006+08:00

anyways
here's collages of the recent events (not so recent)

the end of year 3 RP! =)

working time...

and a little birdie was injured and landed in my house!! =)

SIT PROM NITE!!!... =)

and i cant wait to meet my ladiess!
and this wk and next wk
is the best wk
because i dont have any classes at all!!
yay meeee!! =)

Its Over

2009-03-11T15:13:00.006+08:00

ahaha!!

anyways
like i promise
i changed my link!
bt fret not my dears
i'm going to change the skin too!
give me time babey!

its kind of sad that we had to end this way
because i had no intention of ending our beautiful relationship
but its not that beautiful for the last few days
i'm not sure whether you are lying or not
i'm not sure whether you still feel the same way
i'm not sure whether people of two different worlds can stay throughout

i respect your decision and i've made up my mind
its better we end than continue the hardship
because i see there is no point
you completely ignored me and my msges
you completely sound unbothered
you dont even tell me the problem
so what else can a girl feel?
insecured isnt it?

but what i will definitely miss
will be just be with you
knowing that you are thinking of me
listening to you singing an unknown old indian songs and my request
sharing the same DOB (miracles)
and the adrenaline of being swept of my feet
i thanked you for the happy moments
and i wished you good luck for your future endeavours

ps: If a person has been a part of me, he/she will always be missed. I will missed you very very much =)

personality

2009-03-08T21:01:00.002+08:00

grrr...

you know when you thought that you've finally met the right person
but that right person turn out to be the wrong person!

bah!

i cant believe this is happening!
all those sweet sweet talk and words
now does not seemed to be sweet after all!
it seems empty!
maybe i'm exaggerating!
but i'm not stupid to fall for something BULLSHIT!
HOW COULD YOU SIMPLY IGNORED MEE!

arggghh!!

damn!
its sad man!
when you believed that everything seems fine
when after all it didnt!
and sadly
when your friends who used to be in love started to fall out from each other
you just didnt know what to do and what to say

i totally have a sad weekend
i hope yours did not

anyway
thanks to along
saw this personality test
thought i answer them
and here's what i got

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. (i'm not sure whether i'm like that, bt pple do say i'm down-to-earth girl.)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. (true indeed)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. (guess so)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? (i like to be loved and like to be in the center of attention)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (yes, especially if you are a singaporean.)

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. (yeah, and now i'm still searching..)

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. (ouh how true, and i'm still fighting!)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. (i guess so)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (ahahaha!!...now THAT is true!)

anyways,
tmr classes for the sec1s
and i am unsure what to teach them!
opps!

Forest Gump

2009-03-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

"Life is like a box of chocolate...
You never know what you're gonna get" quote from Forest Gump

a friend is always there
to listen
to give advice
to protect
when in need

a friend is always there
to motivate
to encourage
to cheer
when you are down

a friend is always there
in your heart
in your mind
in your soul

and a friend is always there
by your side
no matter what happens
and i learnt it after watching Forest Gump

*************************************************************************

i cried watching the movie
although it was quite irritating at first, but i found it quite touching
and i finally understood what is going on

Forest Gump is one example of a good man
even though he is not the smartest one
he is a unique
he loves his mom that he always listen to her
he loves his childhood friend which in turns became his girlfriend which in turns became his wife so much that he waited for her even though she is always running away
he loves his only best friend that he runs in search of him ignoring the danger that lies beneath him just to save his life
he loves to run to run away from his past but turn back
because he knew running is exhausting.

sometimes
i hope i can meet this kind of person
i am not sad nor confused
i am just angry at myself
for making such a mess and a fool of myself
i know my weakness
and i know i should have not done that
yet i did
there's no turning back
the only way to solve is to confront
or left my heart shattered everywhere across the ocean

boy trouble

2009-03-06T18:14:00.002+08:00

First and for most

WELCOME BACK FAUZI!
and i miss SURYA already =)

Secondly

CONGRATULATIONS UYUL
for making it to POLY!
RP SOMEMORE!!
muahahaha!!
join weblog!!!

Thirdly

TO UNI BABE
just a reminder
you have me
and i love you babe
dont hesitate to call me!
cheer up kay! =)

Lastly

TO YOU
i seriously donnoe why i'm always left confused
maybe i didnt ask you that much
but being with you, texting each other
just brightens up my day
i donnoe what i did wrongly
i donnoe whether its a feeling of lust or love
maybe i'm just not ready yet
and i dont want to raise all false hope
but to be truth
i like to be around you
but i hate it when you compare the cultures
when you dont ask about my life
when you sound not interested when i'm talking about other stuff
i dont want to spoil this relationship
just because of a smaller issue
but i dont think you even meant it when you say the three word
coz now i feel so empty
maybe its time i put away all hopes to be with you forever
or maybe are boys like that?

anyway,
i'm not going to whine about this
today
i totally had a wonderful day,
apart from cant stop thinking of you and wondering what did i do to ignore me
work has been great
i only have one class one period
and i only ask them to discuss to prepare for their EFL trip
met with surya during lunch time
and watch high school musical in which again i was reminded of YOU
but wells, it was kind of dissapointing
too much songs, too cliche and too boring
and we switch to Forest Gump
in which it is a weird story, but it is kind of interesting i must say
so now
i'm going to busy myself by watching all movies that i've missed!

good weekend!

2009-03-04T12:33:00.002+08:00

all i can say is oh-oh...
coz i'll see
there will be a lot of challenges that i will face

one of the challenges is my parents...

shall not think about it just yet
and i cant wait for today's evening! =p

yay meee!!! =)

2009-02-27T13:09:00.003+08:00

and now i know how it feels
to miss someone that badly
to groove your body even to the slightest song
to teach, when your mind is somewhere else
to work, when all you want to do is dream
to talk, when all you want to do is listen

one word i can say is
SHIT
its getting me
its unforgettable
its unforgivable
you owe me

my day

2009-02-25T22:12:00.003+08:00

today
marks the best day of my life
and i thank you

my tiredness simply wear off
as you entertain me
once again thank you

but

today was the busiest day
early morning, i had to upload pictures and videos for the teachers
and had to entertain a teacher
then i had to upload one software in 40 computers
and finding for missing original file
and entertain the kids who loves to use the computers
then i had to entertain, scold and teach my sec 2 students
who are naughty, animated, excited and funny
honestly, i'm a sweet teacher
i cant scold
coz if i scold, my voice will shook
and i will cry
that's why i rarely get angry
i will avoid it or just keep quiet
but here's the cute part
once when they get to play with the school camera
they are alive
camwhore here and there with me tagging behind =)

shall put it up soon! =)

and i cant wait for tmr prom!!!!
woohooo!! =)
i rem back when i was sec4,
we had a prom nite
and this is my pic

i donnoe

2009-02-23T08:06:00.001+08:00

i donnoe
i donnoe
i donnoe
what to wear
what to do
where to go
i donnoe
i'm not bothered anymore
i'm not excited anymore
and
i donnoe what i wanna do

be off
gotta go class

****

2009-02-20T08:43:00.002+08:00

KNN
CCB
KB

pikir aper
aku blh tolong kau perr
pikir sendiri arh

NB!!

pagi2 dah bising
tak payah nak tinggikan suara per
maner aku tahu
motherfucker!

see this kind of teachers
can fuck themselves to hell!!

DAMN YOU!!

SLENGER

2009-02-18T20:20:00.003+08:00

peace no war!
i'm doing fine
just tired
mentally and physically tired

there's nothing for me to post
3 weeks im working in the school
get valentines wishes and presents from the devils
and there was once i misplaced the remote control
took me the whole day to realize it was attached on the wall
thanks to my colleague
and i was getting more closer to my colleagues and the devils
fun bunch of peoples

missing my friends
heard one of my friend is getting engaged soon! =)
sometimes is fun to be a teacher because you have the power to control class
but sometimes it is fun to be a student because you dont have to stress what to do the next day.

so basically,
i'm teaching the sec2 kids filming
i'm teaching the sec3 NT dreamweaver
i'm teaching the info comm club flash
and
i'm invigilating the sec4NT on their coursework

but honestly,
their behaviors are way different then mixed schools
but then again
its not fair to compare =)

i was planning/thinking
to stay for a year
after contract ends
i might want to be part time
part time studying
part time working
because that's what i want and that's what i'm comfortable with
i need money to satisfy my needs

i cant wait for prom nite!!!
going with maz!!
excited abes!!
gonna buy a dress at this new boutique call big is gorgeous

but
i have to go back RP
to pay fines
blooddy idiot! =)

oh btw
guess what
i forgot to bring back my hardisk
and tomorrow,
early in the morning,
i'm having a class which i have not yet prepared!

SLENGER

shiesha

2009-02-15T19:28:00.002+08:00

Friday outing was the BEST!
spend time with yul and uni
like finally! =D

apart from having no class at all
and me trying to learn guitar since piano is unavailable in my office
friday the 13th was AWESOME!!

we went for a walk in town
and ate at burger king
and decided to go someplaces to chill
but yul gives us the best and random idea

we went to Amirah grill
for shiesha
camwhore, play games and talk
until we realised it was late

again
when i'm having fun
the time flies by so fast
that i'm not satisfied

but again
cant help it rite?
till we meet next time!! =)

putriada

2009-02-07T22:41:00.002+08:00

i might be changing my blog name to putriada/putriwardha...
some how i love the name...
and being the only gurl in the household make me feel like a putri/princess
i keep asking my parents why didnt they name me like such
and they keep teasing me that they wanted
but they are scared that i might get married to anak raja gopal
heeee...peace!!
maybe i will revamp my whole blog... heeeee =)

anyways
yesterday was the best day
apart from not having a lot of classes
i finally had a meet ups with my GILERS!!
yes yes!!
I MISS THEM SOO MUCH!
and we update ourselves
and realise that it was 10.00pm
i was so shocked
time flies by so fast
and i cant wait for our next meet up
kalau boleh nak meet up every day je
pakal skola!! =(

i still remember 3 years ago,
around this month,
i was having fun having a break from school
and i do not have to use my brains
or wake up early
because i was waiting for my O-Level results
then 10th Febuary 2006
O-Level results was out
scary I guess
but like what my teacher say "Expectation Breeds Disappointment"
and I disappointed quite a few teachers including myself
but lucky me
i was posted to RP, DIT
i did not know the system that time
so I had a matriculation day sometime between march or april
and met my year1 sem1 friends
as time flew by
i met like one third of the RP students
but the one third of the RP students
the one that left with me saying goodbye to each other
was only a few

and now
i am a trainer
not a student anymore
and sometimes
i feel like i'm living in my dream
but somehow this dream is a reality

shall try to see whether i am good enough to be one
then i shall set where should i focus =)

i miss being a student

and i still do not understand
why are there still some people out there
condemning about RP?
i wonder are they using both their brains and their eyes?
i guess NOT
these people, even though they are so called the clever people
turn out to be the stupid people ever
so maybe its time to stop condemning RP, brainless people =)

oh by the way
I AM PROUD TO BE AN RP STUDENT =)

Bright side

2009-02-05T10:32:00.002+08:00

It's been a week
But I'm still not used to it
I still can't communicate with the teachers
I still can't communicate with some of the students
Just a simple nod and smile
Thank You Allah for creating two human beings who I am able to communicate well
Although I gain new knowledge here
But my heart still ponder whether I am making the right choice

On a brighter note:
SIT NITE BALL is coming, 26/02/09!! - yet to find the right dress, theme: HOLLYWOOD
RP GRADUATES PARTY - attention: GILERSS!!! -

Date : 8th of April 2009
Time : 6pm - 1030pm
Suntec Convention Centre

Price Per Pax : $40
Promotion : 5 for $180

RP GRADUATES CEREMONY - SIT and SEGis on 8th of April, Wednesday
SAS and SOH is on 7th of April, Tuesday

Me gotta go!
CLASSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss being a student
student is the best volunteer job i ever done!
if only student is a job! =(

First time

2009-01-30T12:18:00.003+08:00

so i thought of typing in real malay as in not the broken malay
but it is a wreck
scary at first
but as i go on it wasnt that scary
they listen
they keep quiet
but i still need my mentor to be with me
i like classes that really can interact with me
now
i have to improve on interaction skills more
but so far alhamdulilah

amazingly you

2009-01-28T20:13:00.003+08:00

why am i keep falling for the wrong guy??
Ouh not people in my workforce or strangers or bus drivers,
but people whom I regard as my friend.
hell, i am not going to ruin our friendship...
though sometimes i just wish we could be more than friends
all the way home
i keep smiling and grinning like silly girl
and surprisingly its him who makes my day =)

first day

2009-01-28T10:46:00.001+08:00

wooohoo!!..
i'm BORED
i'm fine =D

so far alhamdulilah
tak selenger
just need to adapt myself to a new environment

picsssss!!

from me to you

2009-01-26T23:30:00.010+08:00

here's the pics i promised =)

been going out quite a lot with uni and faisal
but the pictures is still not with me
will post later

meanwhile,
here's the pics which was taken on monday, our last year 1 sem 1 pic together

and if i went to kenneth's last class,
i might be even in the picture and eating graduation cake =(
but too bad
i have to go to a presentation with ACP in which i rejected

wednesday, i was deprived because my lappy was not with me
gone to the surgery room
hoping that it woke up soon
but, i was kept busy with my pre-briefing at the GNS school
and went for interview with the St Theresa's Convent IT HOD
with Uni and Faisal
went to town and we simply have nothing to do,
so we just chilled
and had a makeover me again
but as usual me likey likey =)
at home,
i realised i am stupid
stupid to not ask

if you are...

Guess...

makeover me

thursday
was in school
but was late
suke suke hati nyer case
my favorite faci which i will miss
treat us pizza
and have a chit chat time
and honestly i am soo gonna miss that class
becuase of my favorite chill faci and my beautiful, yet crazy classmates who never seems to fail in entertaining me, rite syidah?
where's my pictures?
and i get my lappy back

friday
was in school
again was late
and worst
still need to reformat
hate the module
but faci gives us face
bought ice cream
and i stayed throughout until i've done my presentation
and again if i had stayed or if the class end early,
i might even take pictures with them
and my last day in school
was spend with my very very close friends

overall,
i LOVE RP
because of RP system of changing class every semester
in which some of us actually hate it,
but as a matter of fact,
it helps me in making new friends cherished old friends and best still adopting well to new environment
in which i needed.
and also because of quite a lot of presentation,
RP helps me in preparing and overcome the nervous system, although there is still some anxiousness inside me

but to all my classmates
thank you for being my classmates
shall cherished my close classmates

and to my close friends in RP from sem 1 till now
thank you for being part of my life for 3 years
we shall have dating sessions aite =)
pray hard for my new working life

and to maz
dont worie aite
together we shall solve the problem
if not dont worie abt the money
dont even have to pay back =)

too my moks
can we go out soon??
my hand itch to camwhore with u pple!! =)

All's well

2009-01-23T11:58:00.002+08:00

Forget about my pre-nervous breakdown post syndrome =)
Alhamdulilah
I get the post as IT Trainer at St Theresa Convent and will be starting on 28th Jan
Guess I need the money badly
The school was fine, but the students?
My 2nd FYP pass =)
Still hoping that my 1st FYP also pass
Hoping that all my other modules are B
At least I still remain 3.0 GPA =)

Today's my last lesson
My last meal in Republic Poly
My last lepaking with the gilers at E3
My last problem statement
My last worksheet
My last RJ
My last quiz
Everything is gonna be the last
Becuase its my last day of school in Republic Poly
Not going to look back on my past three years in RP
Not going to regret =)
Will use all my skils and knowledge to apply for my work

Cherios!!

shittos

2009-01-22T18:15:00.002+08:00

pictures will be uploaded soon
untill i'm calm
i feel so worried
so anxious
so nervous
so confused
i had to let this out
i feel so stupid
why did'nt i ask them
i feel so naive
as i cant even use my initiative
and my work needs a lot of initiative
everything went wrong
nothing seems right
from the signing of contracts to the starting to the working

and a day left
i missed some part of the school system
and
i am damn confused
i might even had a nervous breakdown
i do not know
honestly
i do not know what is going on
and i do not want to find out
i still want to be a student
i do not want to grow up
yes, i know its stupid to think this way
but...
everything is soo confused
and i', soo stuck with the feeling of confused, nervous, anxious

and now i'm asking myself
what the hell am i doing?

Lappy is in workshop

2009-01-21T10:27:00.003+08:00

been long time since i update
lately been going out with uni, my mom
repairing my laptop and i have no laptop now
which is killing me
i hate sharing
well
two more days
and i shall step out from my poly years
ouh yeash
and that's when i'm broke

well been thinking a lot lately
i am now trying to find jobs that are i wanted
and i am/will have it soon
and if i go to uni
its either i take up NIE or Art,Media and Design courses or Information and Media course in NTU
or
multimedia in SIM
its either i work or study...but it must be related to media
so peeps
wish me luck aite

and pix will be uploaded soon after my lappy is back
i miss my lapppyyy!!! =(

Pics

2009-01-13T20:54:00.004+08:00

this is the day that i've been waiting for...

pictures!!

Webloggers goes on outing =)...thanks izzy n fai for planning!! =)

FYP presentation on the 7th January 2009. It was fine.

anyways
been skipping half way for class lately
cant be bothered at all
but hoping that my GPA still remains 3.0 and above =)
i'm going to service my laptop tomorrow morning
then will be meeting uni and visit our TWSS moments =)
then will be having another IT trainer job interview
then on monday will be reformating my lappy back to Windows XP =)
and the reason why i say another IT trainer job is because
i'm going to have a second job interview for IT Trainer at CHIJ Saint Theresa's Convent next wdnesday...wish me luck guys!!
somehow, upon hearing the school name, i was quite terrified, a good school and me??
but thinking about training them all the video stuffs and IT stuffs, is interesting
well we shall see how it goes...

wish me luck peeps! =)

SAVE GAZA

2009-01-11T11:37:00.002+08:00

Booooo!!!

ammm BACKKK!!

been busy although FYP is over
but life continues
been preparing my portfolio
been going out
been budgeting
been finding jobs
been finding Uni courses
been finding suitable makeup

olrite
enough of been...

You know what?
I think its time for us
to stand up as part of the world
to SAVE GAZA
Its cruelty
seeing people trying to survive and we doing nothing
they are suffering
we are enjoying
shouldnt we help them?

Its cruelty
seeing people killing other people who are much weaker than them
killing all those who are innocent
without any mercy
are you human?

Its devastating to hear there's war going on
And nobody is trying to stop
All we can do is hope for the best for both
Because its the innocent people who are suffering

FYP PRESENTATION

2009-01-06T22:29:00.003+08:00

DECLARE - "SERAMMMMM!!!"
TRANSLATION - "SCARRYYY!!!!"

dont worie...no ghost or spirit or soul...
but TOMORROW is FYP PRESENTATION!!

gosh...
i dont have nice formal shoes!!!

and later...
i am going to have interview!!!

double SERAMMMMM...

but...
am going to chill with uni =D

and was irritated because I did not get the opportunity to take GRADUATION PHOTOSHOOT!!
da melawa, pakai kasut yang da ketat, buat HALOBA pulak..
biskut betol!...

wells
anyhow
GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE HAVING EVALUATION TOMORROW!!
ouh
and
RP OPEN HOUSE (come down!)
but I WONT BE THERE! =p

wait...
not yet...
list of the things i need to buy and must have:
1) $50 -> GRADUATION NIGHT
2) MISSHA POWDER or well a good coverage compact powder for my skin
3) DRESSES or tops or skirts
4) $20 -> KAROAKE GALA =P
5) Formal Black Color Heels
6) Shiseido facial wash

list of things to do:
1) REFORMAT AND SERVICING MY LAPTOP
2) SAVE MONEY =p

Week Events

2009-01-02T21:48:00.010+08:00

Since I'm quite free
Let me update you people
Beware of heavy pictures =P

First and for most, my FYP2 is finally over.
My evaluation date is on 7th January 2009, Wednesday, 11am at W65 something.
My evaluators are Tee Lip - My Audio And Video Faci, and Sassi - My Web Games.
Honestly, they will have a lot of questions, and if they do not like it, it is reflected on their face.

Two more days until my school starts. Am going to find jobs (related to multimedia). Going to be positive.
Anyways going to meet my classmates, my friends, my facilitators.
Point is: I MISS YOU PEOPLE =)

On the 26,27,28th December had a KASSIM FAMILY CHALET =)
And yes! It was FUN, ENJOYMENT, TIRING...
But straight to the point, my cousins are all grown up and independent, and the bond between different ages are tight. Like what Along say, Am Proud To Be Kassim Family =) And yes cuzzies...i was quite surprised of the December birthday celebration =) Shall we have the next round?

Since my parents decided NOT to go MALAYSIA, which is SAD, On 29th December, I woke up in the morning, found my mom reading newspaper and was searching high and low for my dad. Found out he's working. Felt sad, but it was over way sooner because daddy wants us to go out!!! First stop, went to Parkway Parade to eat. After which, headed over to Changi Airport. Surprisingly, daddy agreed to eat at swensen Changi Airport. Another meal plus ice-cream each. =D

On 30th December, went around singapore searching high and low for Aeroplane A380, the largest aeroplane, but failed.

On 31st December, went to Yatie's Sister Engagement Ceremony. Had to leave early, because dad wants to have a feast at Johor. But, as always, we had to cancel. But, I was not sad, because we went to watch FIREWORKS at the stroke of 12. I MEAN WITH MY FAMILY!!! Point is: My Family rather go somewhere than watch fireworks at a crowded place, but together as a family, we watched as the year 2008 leaves us and we welcomed the new year, 2009.

Yesterday, still going out, to these places.

Today, play MAPLE STORY and went to school to meet my ADVISOR and to finish up my FYP (which is over) =D

Tomorrow events will be on another post =)

To my friends and cousins - go to http://nutsabtme.multiply.com/ to view and take my pictures...i'll definately upload all and you people are free to take =D

2009

2009-01-01T22:24:00.003+08:00

Sooo

Hello 2009, Goodbye 2008...
time flies by pretty fast isnt it?
SCARRY because...
1) It could mean the end of the world is near, only ALLAH knows when
2) FYP end
3) Evaluation time
4) Results Period
5) Graduation Period
6) I have no idea what to do next...

Honestly, I have no idea...yeah...some might tell me to find work...but what kind?...oh I AM CHOOSY, i do not like working in sales, customer service, telemarketing or hotels industry...maybe office thingy I am fine...but what i really want is working under media industry...but I totally have no confident in working under it because a lot of creativity are needed...and me, creativity is never my talent or part of me...i will get DIPLOMA IN INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY...and seriously, my IT skills sucks...so where does it lead me to??

PRECISELY NOWHERE...

so maybe for once, do not ask me what i'm going to do next. my answer will be simple, sit at home, waiting for prince to marry me...and i'll be living like a fairytale...NOT!

but on the other hand, lately been going out, testing my bro's driving experience, surprise birthday treat and watching fireworks with my loved one and chalet with the kassim family...

i hope the year 2009 is a good year...

oh by the way, this is the month of Awal Muharram or known as Islam New Year. It falls on the 28th December 2008 and Chinese New Year, will fall on 26th January 2009...My point is this three different cultures new year falls almost near to each other...coincidence much?

PICS WILL BE POSTED SOON.... =P

Top 20 PICTURES

2008-12-29T23:45:00.005+08:00

Finally, here's the top 20 pictures of the year 2008...Wait for it to upload aite...If you cant see the pix properly, go here...All of these are memories, but hey, dont get mad or angry or sad if your pictures are not here...i cant put a lot of pix here can I?...this are the best top 20 memorable pictures =D

ENJOY

will update to you my 3 days 2 night family chalet and my birthday celebration tmr!
Thanks people for wishing me!...

LURPE YOU PEOPLE VERY VERY MUCH!! =)

Top20 Countdown

2008-12-29T11:51:00.003+08:00

This is the top 20 song and artist of the year 2008. Top20 countdown is brought to you by Wardha.

Stay tune for another top20 pictures of the year 2008. =D

20 years

2008-12-29T11:38:00.003+08:00

First and for most, before i'm going out, the countdown changed to the start of 2009...
yay?
not sure for me though
at last i'm 20...n in another 3 days time, i'll be 21...yikess!!
but so far, in my 20 years of life, my life has nvr been that bad,
i was nvr a depressed kid, lonely kid, unloved kid...
i was or am a HAPPY GO LUCKY kid...
but sometimes, of course everyone has its own ups and downs
and throughout my whole journey, i learnt that love keeps us together and loves hurt us the most, although there's always disagreement, but the disagreement will always comes to an end, where each of us will compromise...because the sentence forgive and forget should always come to mind, before things get messed up.
Memories of the past 20 years will still and always be in my heart and laptop! And i will thanked those who are involved in my journey =p
Enough of my speech, here comes the Top 20s...

Countdown

2008-12-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

Like Finally, I've made it...
if you guys want me to do it...
feel free to tag me =)
dont worry its free for my friends =)

2008-12-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

irritants

2008-12-19T21:55:00.003+08:00

ohkay mcm tootttttt
i cannot upload my own personal countdown....

tooooottt tooootttt

ohkay one last try before i declare GIVE UP

btw just came back from the meet and greet the NEWBORN BABYY!!!!
and i'm soo busy with the recruit express calling me about jobs vacancy that i forget what am i supposed to do...
and i'm soo busy finding where is Missha's store location besides Vivo and Tampines
and i'm soo busy playing pet society...
and i'm soo busy doing my portfolio...
and i forget what faisal ask me to search for...

hmmmppphhhrrrr

creepy wednesday

2008-12-19T11:02:00.005+08:00

olrite pples before my blog starts the countdown and i wont be blogging for a while after my countdown starts

gonna tell you an interesting stuff

quite a hectic week for me
i must say
with a creepy feeling

After my meet ups with the moks at Lot 1 to help out mok Lin for her work and gossiping for the latest happening! On Tuesday, I went out with Uni to accompany her to interview on Wednesday. It was a nice bright sunny day, went to Pasir Panjang for the interview and waited for quite sometime till they called her name. After the session ended, we took the bus that head us to Vivo City. There, we window shop and tried the clothes we wanted. Halfway, met Faisal and walk around again. However, this time round was different. We went to National Geographic store to take a look at it, it was interesting store I tell you. I saw this guy, but did not suspect anything until we went to Toys R Us and saw him again. At first, I thought I was the one who only knew about it, but so does Uni. It was creepy. He keeps following us wherever we went. Lucky for us, we had Faisal, our so-called "Saviour" not really. =p
Then we decided to walk out of the store, he followed us mcm babi. Luckily he was infront, so we walk back to the store, taking our own sweet time, thinking he left. But we are soooo wrong...

Not going to tell you the whole story am I? hahahaha!!... =p but everything was fine in the end...it left me creep out...

Anyways here's the pics:

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

2008-12-15T21:34:00.004+08:00

first of all wanna say Happy 21st Birthday to MAZZIELAZZIE...sorry to make you cry, we all WILL DIE DIE go and celebrate no matter what and now i realised where you get your "socialise" status from!...i had fun time watching each of your family's act =)

on special request: done by Yatie =D

and

Happy 19th Birthday to Nad =)

Hope you guys enjoy and like your presents very very muchie

next

will like to congratulate khad's sis for her newborn baby boy!! and i cant wait to see him and touch his smooth soft adorable skin on Friday!! =P although i'm afraid to hold him...hehe too fragile, but i hope Syabil will not get jealous =D

lastly

wanna apologized to lin for not being able to help you babe, since there is a last minute changes...hope you get the solution already

finally

its time for eating pastime to stop like forever and time to think about my career, which is not going anywhere.
you know everytime when my family started talking about careers, i fled. why? coz so far, the careers that i wanted was all being demoralized by none other than my so called "beautiful and understanding parents".
Think about this, I wanted to be a nutritionist during my secondary school life and i even aim for A in my Home Econs and that was the best subject apart from maths and science. That was what i wanted, but hey, my parents keep on saying its impossible for me to be a nutritionist because i'm FAT unlike the other nutritionists. They even teased me openly infront of my relatives thinking that i'm not hurt. Well guess what, as a matter of fact, I'm deeply hurt. They said I can be a chef. FROCK!...
And now, when i wanted to change my career to Multimedia specialist, guess what they keep on saying. Multimedia is only for NAPHA STUDENTS, students who are into arts and are not academically inclined all go and pursue their career as multimedia and there is no future. HOW DEMORALIZING can they be. I TOTALLY HAD IT. They keep asking me why not be NURSE? there is job demand. why not be ACCOUNTANT? accountant is rare for malays to be in.
I DONT UNDERSTAND. WHY CANT THEY MOTIVATE ME TO PURSUE THIS CAREER? INSTEAD OF JUST LEAVING ME STRANDED NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO AND WHERE TO GO?!!...DEMORALIZING ME??!!
so FYI people, MY PARENTS ARE NOT REALLY UNDERSTANDING AS THEY MIGHT SEEM. true they are educated, but it's my career NOT THEIRS!
and now i dont even know whether i am good enough to be a multimedia specialist. oh wait a minute! I'm not GOOD at anything!!!
this topic ends here.

holidaysss

2008-12-12T15:18:00.006+08:00

OuH yeahhh!!
HOLIDAYS are officially ON!
though money is quite tight
fyp submission is nearing
graduation is nearing
and i have no idea what job i want to apply for

sheessshh

anyways
back to update my life
went for a swim with uni at jurong
taught her how to swim
ahahaa
i only give free lesson to my friends only =)
but there are quite a lot of malays family there which means a lot of mats and minahs

we went to town and met faisal
and guess what!!!???
they bought me my advanced birthday GIFT!!
WINNIE THE POOH!!!
i LOVE it!!!
THANK YOU GUYSSS!!! =)
i keep hugging and cuddled it...
i tell you i'm soo in love with stuffed toys especially big and huggable ones =D
i'll show you the pics once i get it from uni! =)
then met Show
and proceed to Amirahs Grill to enjoy our shiesha =p
of course the ambiance is nice, that's why i bring you pple =)

and here's the pics we took =)

Mariah Carey - Right To Dream
I lay awake sometimes
Scared to close my eyes
And I wonder where I left myself
I lost the will to fight

And the night melts into morning
Still it's cold beneath the sun
Cause the fire in me is languishing
And I'm too frozen to run

And every once in a while
There's a distant glimmer of hope I find
Somewhere deep inside
Someone strong to stand besides
And I know she's gonna be fine in time
Cause you see
I've got a right to dream
There's more than this for me

An angel left with broken wings
warns me with his eyes
And the ice is sheathed around my heart
I grovel as he smiles
See I grow up enlocked in sorrow
So I learn to block the pain
But I won't give up tomorrow
Cause I've come to life again

And every once in a while
There's a distant glimmer of hope I find
Somewhere deep inside
Someone strong to stand besides
And I know she's gonna be fine in time
Cause you see
I've got a right to dream
There's more than this for me

This is how I feel towards my future
Will my future be even successful or will it just be a dream?
and in two month
my future will become a reality for me

Scary isnt it?

CHOCOTEY

2008-12-09T20:10:00.004+08:00

sooooo
wannna meet my babyyy???
heee =)
i'm tootally in LOVE with HIM!!! =)

tadaaa... meet my CHOCOTEY!! =)

CUTE CAN!!!...I KNOW, LIKE ME!!...BULAT!! =D

then meet his new house decorated with Christmas Decor

if you want to have one, sign up for facebook.com, and go and find pet society! =)

andddd
*ahem ahem* invites me to her 21st BIRTHDAY BASH LAR SEH!!! =)
and i thought it will be held at Goldkist BEAST Resort =)
and here's your ticket to her BIRTHDAY BASH CONCERT...strictly prohibited to those who have TICKET =)

andddd
its my birthday, christmas day and new year day
and i want Sony Ericsson C905 - color GOLD for my PRESENT =)
muahaha!!!!

byeeeeeee =)

monday blues, wednesday yellow?

2008-12-04T18:44:00.004+08:00

am BACKKKKKK...
preparing for the MAJOR COUNTDOWN =)
if you want to know more, stay tune to this page! =)

anywayssss
monday is blues day
and it is being proven by this...

and we cant stop laughing =)
like what maz say "Great Minds Think Alike"
and i feel FUNNY!!
walking side by side together
luckily both of us are different size and height! =)

tuesday is tiring and busy day,
wednesday is the BEST day!!!
not schooling, thus, went out with Uni =)
and trust me
it's been a long time since we had this girls outing
laugh, critic, talk, shop, walk, gossip
and it was nice
we shall do it AGAIN! =)
and i cant wait for next wednesday outing!
ate at lucky plaza ayam penyet!
then faisal join us
bringing me to the ERP, where we sit on top of it
it was thrilling, yet it was nice to sit and eat and stare at the cars past by
but was stopped by a policeman
wastedddddd!!!... =(

2008-11-30T20:58:00.006+08:00

weeeeee
i feel BLESSED =)

1 MORE MONTH TO MY BIRTHDAY DARLINKSSS!!! =)
here's the list:
- tiger cubs
- dresses
- and all my lovers to surround me =)
--> my family and Haji kassim family
--> my twss girls
--> my poly pplees!!

and and and
i left with 4 more weeks for school!!! (exclude this week)
i cant wait for 8,13,17,26,27,28,29,31 =)

and the past few days was a BLAST!
with TAUFIK BATISAH *SCREAMM*
with Melaka =)
with my BIRTHDAY COMING =)
life does not seem bad at all!

on 27th Nov:
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MAY!!
hope you like the video khad made!! =)

on 28th Nov:
TAUFIK BATISAH's appearance!! =)
and i'm not happy...he miss my hand and i miss taking pic wif him =(

on 29th Nov:
went to Melaka for a day for wedding beside my dad
thought i went for 2 days
and i was very very very excited!
coz december i aint going for holidays =(

ambassador for simpang rengang's cookies (LIKE REAL) =)...oh and its DELICIOUS!

listen....

2008-11-20T15:50:00.003+08:00

i'm smiling and i'm back to promoting nice songs! =)

go listen...
if you are feeling sad listen to Leona Lewis - Run
if you are feeling bitchy listen to DanityKane - Bad Girl
if you are feeling tired listen to David Cook - Permanent
if you are feeling happy listen to Miley Cyrus - Someday
if you are feeling you miss your family listen to Out From Under - Britney Sears
if you are feeling u miss me a lot listen to Elfie Ismail - Lamunan Hati

All this songs are recommended to hear...too bad i dont really listen to chinese or indian songs =)

and i just cant wait to distribute my resume and passport photos to those who are interested! =)

hehehehehe

updatess!!

2008-11-19T13:16:00.007+08:00

am back to update!
where shall i start...

well let just say
things are going far too well than expected
i'm down with flu for 6 days and running
my fyp is almost finishing - a bit touch up
i'm halfway to my graduation
i'm yet to find jobs
i'm wearing glasses for two weeks since my contact lenses betrayed me but i'm going to have it today!! =)
i'm always tired after class
there's nothing to eat during first breakout except for burger and ice milk tea and chilling at the same usual place
i'm getting more Cs (14), Xs (3), Ds (2) in class

but with friends surrounding me
my days are always brighten =)

yesterday, we had a birthday celebration for may tan/ostrich/*ahem ahem* whose turning 21 soon!!!=)
we ate at swensons student price - budget la kan
then went to town to see the lightings, where there's a group of singapore makciks who talk to me in english for directions like as if i'm not malay... blh jln da!! =) but i had to go back earlier coz daddy tell me to, since i'm not that well and in the bus, we had a free DJ, entertaining us with his blasting mp3s...luckily it was the best songs =)

and with the gilers
we took during our ghost story telling time which ended in me cant sleep at all =)

and the lunch time pics with the W15L gang =) 17 DEC HOR!!!

and here's another random pictures taken by me n april during 3D animation class, the day before one week holiday starts =)

and and finally i'm soo in love with ELFIE ISMAIL!! =)
his voice! his face! his songs!
if anybody have his songs especially LAMUNAN HATI please pass to meee!!! =)

Lamunan Hati - Elfie Ismail
sejenak aku di lamunan...
di suatu masa yang silam...
ketika kita bersama memadu asmara..
meniti ranjau..cabaran menimpa..
kita sejiwa..kita tak lagi sehaluan..
pernah mengikut perasaan..
diburu hasutan fitnah..
dicengkam keraguaan..
lalu mengikut nafsu..
jalinan terputus..
putus setia..
kini ku sedari..
kao takkan kembali lagi..
di saat..
begini ku perlukan keyakinan mu disisi bagai waktu dulu kita slalu sama bercinta..
aku pasrah....

TIRED

2008-11-13T12:38:00.002+08:00

I'm just am TIRED.

Currently, am in class, doing flash actionscript and honestly nothing is being done. Its PATHETIC!. Being an IT/multimedia specialist student, and not even 20% of the work is done. That's call PATHETIC!.

Guess I'm that TIRED.

I just cant wait to get everything over. Seriously I do not know why. The only day that I'm always looking forward to now is always the weekend. That's where I can wake up late, but definitely not slacking around! like I used to do.

SHIT!
And with all these madness, I totally forget about my dear cousin birthday! So sorry Angah!... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!...
Ironically, its clearly stated in my calendar.

2 more months left for me to clear my FYP 1 and 2
2 more months left for me to clear my four other modules in which 50% cleared!
2 more months left for me to buck up my studies to improve my GPA
2 more months left for me to start and think what in the world am I going to do after POLY YEARS.
2 more months left for me to find work
2 more months left for me to enjoy school life and not complain, in which I could not do that
2 more months left for me to enjoy not worrying about money

then after that
I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I WILL BE! =)
so glue yourself to this empty space! =)

FYI:
- I am BUSY
- I have FYP
- I have to BUCK UP my modules
- I badly wanted to go out with my W14Ds, W15Ls, gilers, cousins, TWSS
AND
DOES NOT MEAN I AM UPDATING AND TAGGING MEANS I AM FREE. INFACT, I AM RESTING!
and and
I'm addicted to PET SOCIETY!! =)

random

2008-11-03T14:55:00.003+08:00

i'm BORREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

=))

BOREDDDD!!
Bored
ored
red
ed
d

TAUFIK BATISAH appearance - 28 NOVEMBER!!
MY BIRTHDAY - 29 DECEMBER (1mth)!!
FYP - 5th JANUARY (2mths!!)

i donnoe why i type this laaaaablaalalala

hujan oh hujan
kenape engkau turon
macam mana aku tak turon
adha pangil aku
adha pangil aku

i look through strangers' myspace
and it's funny
some comments are lame, nonsense, desperate
oh wells
adha have nothing better to do

bored la deeyyyyy
so i resort to this:
(This are the list that i made, 2 years ago, June 30,2006 =))
Name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose five people to do this.
1) Farah
2) Kaklong siti
3) Hajar
4) Yul
5) Ed
6) Pasti
7) Uni
8) Yan
9) Redha
10) Nisa
11) Cynthia
12) Haira
13) Azri
14) Shurin
15) April
16) Adrian
17) Yeh Ying
18) Orange
19) Nurul
20) Rozianti

How did you meet #14- When i'm in RP...W14D...mY daRLinKs..

What would you do if you didn't meet #1?-HahA....My BesTiE...my Cuz...N i wIll GEt boreD If i
doNt nOe Her

What if #9 and #20 dated?-Orh...i loVe it If 2o iS my SiS-in-law...HAHAHAHA!!!!

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple ?- HAHA...dat will b Les...

Describe #3-FUN gurl n KNOWS-A-LOT!!!

Is #8 attractive?-HAH!...i wont Sae attRacTivE!!

Describe #7-my bestie now n den

Do you know any of #12 family member?-harp...nope...but i noe she has one younger sis

What would you do if #18 confess to u tat he likes u?-HAHA..I'll Be scaRed!...RUN AWAY!!!

What language does #15 speak ?-mly, eng, chi

Who is #9 going out with?-hmmmmm.......

How old is #16 ?-18

When is the last time you spoke to #13 ?-hah!...gd question!dat will be like 6 yrs ago...

Who is #2's favourite band/singer?-Taufik Batisah - she's crazy over him!!haha

Would you ever date #4 ?- haha!!!...i alwaes dated her!

Would you ever date #1?- HAHA...alwaEs!!!

Is #15 single ?-YesH...

Is #19 your good friend?-yESh!!!!!!!my pri Best FrEN...

What's #10's last name?- khairul anwar!!...my uncle!

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?-HAHA!...YESH!!!!my DArlingSSS

School of #3?- REGENT sec

Where does #6 live ?-Bukit Batok

What's your fave thing about #5 ?- HAH!!!...sHEs my fav!!!...My BeStiE...Shes waRM, funny, smart n pretty...lOve HER!

Have you seen #2 naked before ?- dat WIll bE wen wE r in our chilDhoOd daEs...HEHE

The Five People I'm gonna tag
1 --> RoZianti
2 --> NurUl
3 --> Haira
4 --> April
5 --> Shu riN

SO GIRLS...DO DIS!!!!!!!!!! GD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(This are the list that i made, today, Nov 3, 2008 =))
Name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose five people to do this.
1) Khad
2) Maz
3) Yatie
4) Uni
5) Eika
6) Yul
7) Farah
8) Hajar
9) Along
10) Lin
11) Venga
12) Izzy
13) Salmah
14) Wanie
15) April
16) Haira
17) Shurin
18) Nad
19) Jessamin
20) Flora

How did you meet #14 - When we are in RP...W65Q

What would you do if you didn't meet #1? - aha!!i would not know how to be SARCASTIC!! and go to places where i did not know =)

What if #9 and #20 dated? - ahahahahaha!!...they will be les =)...but nopes, they will not date coz both of them are straight =)

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple? - this thing is getting more boring! =(

Describe #3 - funny, loving, caring and and and .... =)

Is #8 attractive? - yes!...verry attractive especially the eyes part!! =)

Describe #7 - my best cousin from young till now, good luck for ur As!! =)

Do you know any of #12 family member? - errrrrrrr =)...alamak i think i forgot =(

What would you do if #18 confess to u tat he likes u? -muahahahaha!!..buat gelak perrrrr..we are friends already =)

What language does #15 speak? - mly, eng, chi

Who is #9 going out with? - kekeke =)...my fav question! =)...not going to name him =)

How old is #16? - 20 hor! =)

When is the last time you spoke to #13 ?-aiyeh...just now, talking about our advisor going fore reservist! =)

Who is #2's favourite band/singer? - ouh ouh i know i know...mr justin timberlake!!!

Would you ever date #4?- ahaha!!!..yes yes!!...coz she and her bf always have money!! =)

Would you ever date #1? - muahaha!!!...why not?...we will definately share stuff!!

Is #15 single? - think sooo...though i got this feeling not =)

Is #19 your good friend? - she's my classmate and my fyp mates =)

What's #10's last name? - Abdul Rahman!! =)

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11? - vengaaa???let me see...do i know you??=)

School of #3? - RP

Where does #6 live? - Teck Whye!!

What's your fave thing about #5? - ahaha!!!..she's honest, warm, and she simply easy to be loved =)...but she can be irritating at times =)

Have you seen #2 naked before? - pengsan gua!! =)

The Five People I'm gonna tag
1 --> MAZ
2 --> WANIE
3 --> FARAH
4 --> APRIL
5 --> HAIRA

in conclusion, i want to do it again!!..since my class is not done yet =(

marketing class

2008-11-03T12:19:00.002+08:00

my fingers are itchy to blog
my brain juices are pumping full of words
coz i'm in hated mood

I HATE HATE HATE MY MARKETING CLASSSSSSSSS!!!

no, not the faci
no, not the module
yes, my black-faced classmates!!!

why why why
am i separated from my multimedia pple??
They are soo totally different!
They are fun, sporting, happening and friendly.
In this class, some of them are the most boring, unfriendly people i ever met on earth!.
I hereby declare that this class is the worst class ever in my 3 years of poly life!

monday blues + black-faced classmates = unmotivated work

there's a kid in everyone

2008-10-30T21:58:00.004+08:00

Tuailah padi antara masak
Esok jangan layu-layuan
Intailah kami antara nampak
Esok jangan rindu-rinduan

Anak cina pasang lukah
Lukah dipasang di Tanjung Jati
Di dalam hati tidak ku lupa
Sebagai rambut bersimpul mati

Batang selasih permainan budak
Daun sehelai dimakan kuda
Bercerai kasih bertalak tidak
Seribu tahun kembali juga

Kalau tuan mudik ke hulu
Carikan saya bunga kemboja
Kalau tuan mati dahulu
Nantikan saya di pintu syurga

i'm in love with this song
especially when its elfie ismail who sang it
godddd!
he's one good looking sweet voice guy! =))
if u heard me humming
i'm humming to this song =)

anyway
monday, Deepavali
the gilerslicious went to WWW
except for wanie n nad
but we shall go again next time!
it was FUN FUN FUN
although it has only 3 thrilling rides,
but with the gilerslicious,
I had a lot lot of FUN!!
thanks gilers!!

here's the pics

and from here,
i learnt that
there's a kid in everyone of us

holidays seem not to be like holidays
one week of holiday
and it seem that i'm going to school everyday
except that i started at 11

haishhhh
and yes
graduation is just around the corner

the old me is dead and gone

2008-10-20T20:10:00.003+08:00

the world revolve around me is turning upside down
i dont know which one is right which one is wrong
whatever i did is never being appreciated
everything is never right
fed up.
yes, i am
but not that long

i thought i knew you better
better enough to call you friends
i was wrong
i should have put myself in your shoes
then i will know what sort of person you are

i donnoe whether to feel regret or not
i choose you
simply because i have faith in you
but you've failed me

i donnoe whether to cry or not
coz the stress is pressuring me
no one knows how it feels for sure
coz they are not wearing the same shoes as me

the burden i'm carrying is as heavy as an aeroplane
and i'm clueless
i'm loss
and i'm all alone in the big blue circle

i lie 6 ft under
still crying
still hurting
still at loss
coz 6 ft above i'm clueless

please
stop hurting me
no one knows coz i dont show it
as the old me is dead and gone

Hari Ini Hari Raya

2008-10-18T12:32:00.003+08:00

all i can say is wow
time past really really fast
2 more weeks is november
and soon 2008 is over
and soon
i'm graduating
heading nowhere

all i can say is yikes!
it really feels like a dream
i was playing outside the corridor with my neighbour and my brother and the next momment i was freaking out what i am going to do after poly life

yesterday
had outing raya wif my poly mates (gilers)
supposedly we cabot class at 12 and meet at 2 at woodlands since we are going to the east side
but somebody cant leave class until 1
and we decide to meet at 3 at woodlands
i reached home at about 2.15 and decide I might be late to meet them at 3
so i decided to tell them to meet at 3.30
in the end
i meet them at 4 =)
it was quite embarrassing
not used to having jln raya without cars

took 161 to the east,yatie's house and arrived at 5
while waiting for nad, we were so hungry that i really feel like finishing her chicken drumstick!
at abt 6.15 we left to go back to woodlands
and i think the waiting for the bus
make us late
reached woodlands at almost 7 something
and some smart alex decided to walk from admiralty to wanie's house
i thought it was not far
and my thought was wronged
and we reached wanie's house at 8 something
2 houses from east to north - took us 5 hours
then we went to my house at 10 something and in the end i only had to go to khad's house since i so badly wants to eat mee soto! =)
and syabil is soo cute la!!! =)
and somehow i reached home at 11.45pm

from 3.15-11.45
5 hours was wasted waiting for transportation
the other 3 hours was spent eating at 4 houses.

pictures will be add soon!!

and today and tmr will be spending at home
entertaining my relatives

and monday all the way will be spending in school =(

oh btw my RAPPER is BACK!!!!
no...not orlando bloom or legolas
not ben barnes or prince caspian
not harry potter
but yes!
MARSHALL MATTERS 2 AKA EMINEM!!! =)
i'm soo gonna buy his whole album!

check his new song
I'm Having A Relapse - EMINEM =)

A loving sister

2008-10-13T09:39:00.002+08:00

Condolences and a Al-fatihah to my aunt who had just passed away
i know we are not that close, but i still feel the pain as my father feels it
although we are related in a sense that you are my dad's cousin sister,
but because my dad used to lived under one roof with you from young till he get married,
he regard you like his own sister.
You took care of him, you washed his clothes, when he was young
thus you are just like his own sister and you are my aunt.
I dont blame you for ruining my raya outings. =)

2008-10-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

Yummy isnt it?
Well ask Mazuin =)

Get well soon kay maz!! =)

Hari Raya

2008-10-02T14:21:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
Kepada semua umat islam! =)

Yes!
I totally had a great time eating all the traditional foods made by 5 different people!.
And YES!
I indulge myself in PRAWNS!!! yummmyyy!!

However, we were unable to take family portrait as there were suddenly lots of people came to visit my grandfather. We had already planned to send it to Suria, but it was destroyed by these dumbasses people who could not wait. =(

Anyhow, we managed to take at the void deck. =).
But it was not a complete one because my grandfather and my aunt family was not there. I cant wait for our next jalan-jalan raya next week!. FARAH TRY TO MAKE IT!! =)

With all the excitement and exhaustion, I ponned school and unfortunately I have UT and FYPs... =(

Enjoy the pictures!

Ramadan and pictures =)

2008-09-30T14:44:00.004+08:00

Today marks the end of the month Ramadan or known as Fasting Month. It is the 9th month in our Islam calendar. Our Islam calendar contains 12 months that are based on the motion of the moon, and because 12 synodic months is only 12 x 29.53=354.36 days, the Islamic calendar is consistently shorter than a tropical year, and therefore it shifts with respect to the Christian calendar.

Thus, our fasting month and Hari Raya Aidilfitri is always changing. We celebrated Hari Raya Aidilfitri not because of celebrating our new year, but in fact, we celebrate it as a mark of our victory for fasting for a month and be able to follow Allah's orders. Not only that, but we also celebrate our first day of a new month, Syawal.

Anyways
Here's the pictures I owe you peeps =)

random thoughts

2008-09-30T12:07:00.002+08:00

been soo busy wif raya preparation,
baking raya cookies (so far 5 different types of cookies),
school stuffs (redoing of 3d animation, studying UT, completing multimedia module)
and
of coz 2 fyps =)

and oct is gonna be a busy month for me

1 Oct - Hari raya visit
2 Oct - Marketing UT, 2 fyps meeting (completing of codes and completing of website)
4-5 Oct - Paternal side visiting
6-10 Oct - Filming
10-11 Oct - Maternal side visiting
15 Oct - Hand In of 1st FYP (codes)

tell me how am i going to go for raya with my friends
especiall poly frenz
since this is my last yr
busy busy busy month

but hari raya is still hari raya
i need MONEY!!
maybe all the outings have to be postponed to holiday week

aniwaes
today kids
are getting rowdy and worst
what are thier parents doing?
who should we blame?
parents, for not being stern and giving too much freedom?
siblings, for giving poor role models?
friends, for bad influence?
teachers, for the lacking of discipline?
or
government, for not taking action?

and come on
singapore are a small island
and now
there's more than 4 million people
and 1/3rd of us are foreigners
tell me
how are we (locals) going to find work and a place to live in?
this is ridiculus
someday who knows
singapore might just drowned
with too over population and a lot of constructions and building raising
i might be migrating
to a better place i call home =)

pictures of pre-raya will be posted (from cookies to raya food)
pictures of me, april n shurin will also be posted

recommended songs

2008-09-23T22:51:00.003+08:00

here's the pics for buka-ing at arnolds =)

me n vengs camwhore in mac room again =)

anyhow
i found new and great song to listen to
i know a lot of JT fans
but of all his songs
he sounds perfectly dreamy in this song=)
check it out
Dead and Gone - TI ft JT.

another song from Timbaland ft T-Pain - Say

ouh and shurin
i love orlando bloom lot lot lot coz hes MINE
and i like prince caspian he's HOT HOT HOT
and i want EDWARD CULLEN TO BE MY VAMPIRE!! =p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LYDIAAAAA!!!
old already horrrr!!
dont forget our friendship!!!!
love u lots lots lots!!

mucha lucas everybody!!

2008-09-23T08:23:00.002+08:00

BACK!!
miss meee?? =)

niwaes
friday went to buka with my gilers
really had a great time when we are eating at arnolds
a lot of people in geylang
but seriously
i HATE CROWDS
maybe we can go again
but this time round without my heavy bag =(
everyone was in the festive mood

but sorie to my twss girls
that i cant make it to go buka-ing wif u girls
no money and mommy not giving me any =(
we shall go out soon ohkay =)

and my weakends was spent doing 2 fyps and 2 cookies!!
delicious u noeee!! =)

Popeye with may n khad

2008-09-16T20:37:00.005+08:00

Friday, the 12th
Me, may and khad went to popeye, flyer to break fast.
Had fun with them and its been a long time since we went out together and we gossip about our classmates.
Really miss them, but too bad some of us had to go their own way.
I hope there's a mini bbq for those who still in contact with. =)

Monday, the 15th
Had multimedia authoring class
IT WAS FUNNNNNN!!!
Had to design using flash
I LOVE MY FACI, WEN YANG!!
Slacko!
Stress-free!
Pressure-free!
FOR THE FIRST TIME MY RJ was 10 words! =)
I vow that I will always come for his class everyday!!..
FREE Bs and As!!
FOR THE FIRST TIME MY presentation was spent taking pictures with april on the MAC PC!!! =)
HE'S THE BEST!!!

This shows how FUNKY they are =)

Today
was an ohkay day
had fun chilling with the girls as usual
cant wait for friday!!
was busy with games development =)
but hey
april's in my team
shurin came
and we took a break and camwhore (again) =)

Olrite
Enough for today
I have my FYP 1 to research
FYP 2 to draw storyboard
Thus,
Wardha's Top 10 will be down for a while =)
Meanwhile to entertain you people
CHECK OUT ALL THE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL SONGS. =)

Wardha's Top 10

2008-09-09T20:07:00.003+08:00

yesterday was the best day
although it was boring
but in class
me and vengs
were watching transformers =)

overall class was ohkay, average
i observe there's one clique and they are almost everyday in my class
which is nice coz i knew some of them
but still havent yet feel the spark there
but then again
i'm glad to have april in my all 3 classes, vengs and syidah in one of my class and xueying in my everyday class
at least i knew someone i work before =)

Aniwae here's the top 10. And apologies for the wrong sequence in which i just realized for my previous top 10. 2 new songs but that's not newer. Some of you might have heard from it. =)
1. Akon Ft Kardinal - Dangerous (remain)
2. Fergie Ft Nelly - Party People (up)
3. Avril Lavinge - Innocence (remain)
4. Fall Out Boys - Beat It (new in chart)
5. David Archuleta - Crush (up)
6. Akon - Right Na Na Na (down)
7. David Hernandez and Greg Kimble - Hold On (up)
8. Britney Spears - Radar (up)
9. Ne-Yo - You Dont Love Me (up)
10. Madonna - Give It to me (new in chart)

3D + Karaoke pics + Fireworks pics

2008-09-05T23:26:00.004+08:00

take a look at my toy train model
planning to buy??? =p

anyway
FINALLY here's the karaoke pictures!

AND
finally for your entertainment...

GOODNITE n SEE U AGAIN! =)

Pics

2008-09-03T21:03:00.002+08:00

Anyways before school starts
Which means 2 fyps, 32 UTs, 68 school days, 31 days of holidays, portfolios
And GRADUATION
which means i am gonna be BUSY
Thus, I am gonna upload all the outing pics during school holidays.

Seoul Garden with Uni and Faisal

Still waiting for our karaoke pics =)

Wardha's Top 10

2008-09-03T20:55:00.002+08:00

Sorry peeps for the late top 10. Totally forgot about it. With the upcoming 2 fyps to think of, school's starting soon, broke not even 5cents and fasting.

There's quite a lot of new songs, but neither of them are on my liking list. Once heard, its done.
The top 6 songs still remain. Though there are 3 new songs.
1. Akon Ft Kardinal - Dangerous (remain)
2. Akon - Right Na Na Na (remain)
3. Avril Lavinge - Innocence (remain)
5. Fergie Ft Nelly - Party People (remain)
6. David Archuleta - Crush (remain)
7. Pussycat Dolls Ft Missy Elliot - Whatcha Think About That (New and recommended)
9. David Hernandez and Greg Kimble - Hold On (remain)
8. Britney Spears - Radar (new)
10. Ne-Yo - You Dont Love Me (New and recommended. Slow version.)

Selamat berpuasa

2008-08-31T20:15:00.003+08:00

Went to the RSAF show case yesterday. It was fun, hot, tiring AND unsatisfied because I did not get to ride on the hot air balloon and the airplane.
Later, we went to Geylang to buy "baju kurong" for my brothers and all those raya stuffs because no way me and my family going to touch Geylang during the fasting month because we know we will suffer. There's quite a lot of people, but not that crowded till it packed. But its unusual for Geylang to be crowded during this time.

Anyway, tomorrow will be our first fasting day.
So, I want to wish all my muslim friends SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAT PUASA! =)

And girls, do not forget school's starting in about 3 days! =)

pictures

2008-08-29T21:11:00.008+08:00

Happy 20th BIRTHDAY Khad!!

Aniwae
here are the pictures of my two outings with my darlings =)

town on monday (18.08.08)

and on tuesday (26.08.08) we went to ECP for cycling.
met them at parkway and head to ecp
had dinner at bedok
our bikes (vroom vroom) =)

shadow of the day

aniwae
had fun yesterday
going out with uni n faisal
shall we go out again guys??
this time i'm game =)

Happy 20th UNI

2008-08-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

after tmr
i will be totally broke

in that case
i wont be going out =(
but
school's starting! =)

here i am
wishing you a 20th happy birthday
hope your dreams come true
dont give up on the things you do
cherish our friendship aite!

Happy Birthday Uni!

wardha's top 10

2008-08-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

wohoo
3 post in one day!
nice nice
classes are out!!
and i had april, venga, keith, xue ying in my team!
yay me!!

cant wait for sem 2 to start
although i had this feeling i am going to have codess!!
and 2 fyps

but but
today
is tuesday
and its supposed to be
Wardha's Top 10!!!
i dont think there's a new one though =)
enjoy!

1. Akon Ft Kardinal - Dangerous (remain)
2. Akon - Right Na Na Na (remain)
3. Avril Lavinge - Innocence (up)
5. Fergie Ft Nelly - Party People (up)
6. David Archuleta - Crush (up)
7. Hannah Montana - I Miss You (up)
9. David Hernandez and Greg Kimble - Hold On (up)
8. Akon Ft DJ Khaled - Taking Over (down)
10. Westlife - Its Us Against The World (down)

cycle in ecp

2008-08-26T22:17:00.003+08:00

i donnoe whether i am over with being sad
butttt
on the bright side,
i am having a great time with my darlings!!
yes oh yes
we cycled!!
ECP!!

met haira in the bus
went to parkway to meet shurin
lydia was late since she took the wrong bus (smack head)
walk around for a while
then met with flora
ate at banquet
and the carot cake taste weird
then off to ecp
where we cycle
until our butts are painful
and our legs are jelly
and ate KFC at bedok
had a long journey back home to think about my fyp

but it was now over
i had to move on
i dont care that i had to do 2 fyp
coz i deserve it
rather than doing it next yr
coz i'm going to graduate with the rest of my friends
and find a job
but i am unsure of what to do next
now i only need to focus for my 2 fyp

jia you wardha!!
and i love my friends!! =)
tell me guys shld i tell my parents?

expectations breed dissapointment

2008-08-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

yes
what i expect is what is given to me
yes
i do deserve
yes
i have no one but me to blame
yes
i have nothing to be sad
yes
i learn something useful
and yes
i am dissapointed

there's no point in being excited over my gpa
whats the use when u have to retake one subject
and it is a serious one here
i decided to retake
its proven
and i hope my teammates retake too
so i can do with them
doing with them is much better
but
one thing i learn
put in more efforts

i am quite angry
but angry at myself for not putting in effort
i am quite disappointed
becuase all my hardwork goes off
but i am quite scared
to tell my parents

yes
i think i am more clear headed now
but i dont even know how to put it in words to my parents
not only are they disappointed, but they will be angry, sad and unsurportive and not understanding.

but thanks to maz and salmah for willing to hear me out =)

karaoke cum fireworks

2008-08-24T11:44:00.002+08:00

instead of picnic at botanic garden, we decided to picnic at karaoke at town
thanks to rain rain never go away
but
thanks to rain rain never go away
i and the gilers had tons of fun!
singing out loud
some high pitch
some low pitch
some no pitch at all!
but hey!
who cares!
dancing and singing all the way
and guess what
i spent at least $15 (3 hours of karaoke + drinks + mac foods)

from malay old jiwang jiwang songs
to
dangdut
to
english old songs
to
english rap songs
to
birthday songs dedicated to khad and wanie =)

at 8
we went off
watching boom boom goes the fireworks
it was awesome, splendid and amazing! =)

shall we do it again guys? =)

Top 10

2008-08-19T22:18:00.004+08:00

First Of All

Happy 20th Birthday Wanie GILER!! =D

yeah so i've sms you the day before getting excited to start disturbing you until you told me its the next day...i was dumbfounded as i realized it was monday and i'm going out with my darlings...sorie arh wanie...mati mati aku pikir tuesday!... =)
cant wait for a day at botanic garden and fireworks!!! =)

Secondly

A day with my darlings was FUN FUN (add in endless)...
pictures will be posted soon

Finally

Its late and its time for
WARDHA's Top 10!!

1. Akon Ft Kardinal - Dangerous (remain)
2. Akon - Right Na Na Na (remain)
3. Akon Ft DJ Khaled - Taking Over (remain)
4. David Hernandez and Greg Kimble - Hold On (remain)
5. Fergie Ft Nelly - Party People (remain)
6. Avril Lavinge - Innocence (new in chart and recommended)
7. Hannah Montana - I Miss You (new in chart)
8. Hannah Montana - Make Some Noise (new in chart)
9. David Archuleta - Crush (new in chart and recommended)
10. Westlife - Its Us Against The World (down)

Anyway if any of my malay friends happen to watch Ezora,
Beego is HOT! =)

Exco Outing

2008-08-19T21:41:00.008+08:00

So here we are at

With

Eating

And

At

Walk around the yakult man-made rainforest which smells and camwhore our way =)

Riding trishaw

To get us to the National Museum and camwhore AGAIN in and out =)

And was Excited

Another lighting image

And Becuase of them

I HAD A GREAT WEBLOG EXCO OUTING! Love Ya Peeps!!

latest updates

2008-08-17T11:24:00.002+08:00

left 2 more weeks to school reopen
now its time for u guys to ask me out
still waitinggggg =)
no last minute
me got to pay back fast =)
left 3 more days to pay back fast

so what's been going on
well
its all maple story, online movies, and meet up with yul

yesterday had fun watching the rerun of transformers
that makes it 4 times i watched
but i'm still am fascinated with their sound effects and the way they managed to transform the car to a robot
and i love that they are sooo cute when they tried to hide =)
and had fun meeting my cuzzins
and along bought me

with lip gloss =)

ltr i'm off to meet my exco webloggers at city hall to have lunch at popeyes
got my fyp title - social issues (filming) - starting monday
monday gonna go out with my darlings (w14d)
tuesday heheheh...shld i say?...hmm nopes =)
sat gonna have picnic at botanic garden and celebrate wanie and khad's birthday and watching fireworks =)

wardha top 10

2008-08-12T20:39:00.002+08:00

yay yay yaya =)
wardha hahahah =) top 10:
1. Akon Ft Kardinal - Dangerous (up)
2. Akon - Right Na Na Na (down)
3. Akon Ft DJ Khaled - Taking Over (up)
4. David Hernandez and Greg Kimble - Hold On (down)
5. Fergie Ft Nelly - Party People (up)
6. One Republic - Say (All I Need) (down)
7. Switchfoot - This is Home (down)
8. Westlife - Its Us Against The World (down)
9. Hannah Montana - Nobody's Perfect
10. Madonna Ft Justin Timberlake - 4 minutes (remain)

nothing new =)
3 ups =)
surprisingly 1 still remain =)

i miss you

2008-08-11T12:10:00.002+08:00

I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you

And
I know you're in a better place
But I wish that I could see your face
I miss you...

National Day

2008-08-09T12:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY to all SINGAPOREANS!! =)
HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!! =)

080808
- Start of the Olympic in China - noting to be proud of and not bothered =)
- Ending of my year 3 sem 1 - actually ended already =)
- Went Airport with the BeloAss Girls - Maz, Khad, Wanie = laughter, belo, more laughter, teasing, more teasing, talking, more talking, silly games from dont forget the lyrics to start a sentence using the last letter of every sentences which makes us laugh like nobody business which make our laughter more louder because of the quiet surrounding and we chills at dewan lambayan and cargo at 8.30 ehy maz =)
- War between neighbouring country

090808
- Singapore's national Day
- supposedly watch fireworks
- but guess what, somebody have to get married

and i do not know why i'm writing this way =)

NOTICING ME NOTICING YOU!!!

mari kita rakyat singapura
sama-sama menuju bahagia
cita-cita kita yang mulia
berjaya singapura
marilah kita bersatu
dengan semangat yang baru
semua kita berseru
majulah singapura
majulah singapura
marilah kita bersatu
dengan semangat yang baru
semua kita berseru
majulah singapura
majulah singapura

this is for those who dont know the lyrics to our national anthem! =p

last last last

2008-08-05T17:49:00.003+08:00

today is my LAST SCHOOL DAY!!! =)
13Cs out of 60 =)
and this will be my last design module!! =)

theme: brochure for science center on golden ratio for students =)
likey likey? =)

we have 3 new songs!! =)
wardha's top 10:
1. Akon - Right Na Na Na (remain)
2. David Hernandez and Greg Kimble - Hold On (up)
3. One Republic - Say (All I Need) (down)
3. Switchfoot - This is Home (up)
4. Westlife - Its Us Against The World (down)
5. Akon Ft Kardinal - Dangerous [new and recommended, thanks to sal]
6. Akon Ft DJ Khaled - Taking Over [new]
7. Chris Brown Ft Keri Hilson - SuperHuman (down)
8. Fergie Ft Nelly - Party People [new]
9. David Cook - Always Be My Baby (down)
10. Madonna Ft Justin Timberlake - 4 minutes (down)

this week artist will be AKON!! =)

wardha's top ten

2008-07-29T15:26:00.002+08:00

jeng jeng jengggggg!!! =)
done with 6P!!
waiting for UT to start!!
and later gonna meet YUL!!!

then then then
its time for wardha's top ten
wardha's top ten is basically based on my favourites and how many times i repeat the songs becuase if i love the songs, i will repeat...and the biggest amount of times i repeat, will basically goes up...

1. Akon - Right Na Na Na [new and recommended]
2. One Republic - Say (All I Need) (up)
3. Westlife - Its Us Against The World (down)
4. Chris Brown Ft Keri Hilson - SuperHuman (down)
5. Ashley Simpson - Outta My Head (new and recommended]
6. David Cook - Always Be My Baby (down)
7. Madonna Ft Justin Timberlake - 4 minutes (down)
8. Switchfoot - This is Home [new]
9. Kat Deluna - Whine Up
10. David Hernandez and Greg Kimble - Hold On [new and recommended]

2 UTs

2008-07-29T14:16:00.002+08:00

first time ever in my history
during my 3 years of RP
i had 2 UTs aka exams! =)
yay..double yay!!

but
why not make it 3 UTs in one day?
it ends all the 3 UTs marh
and best still
dont show us all the grades until we graduate!

so the UT 1 results is still not out
and yet
i'm going to sit my second last UT later

so i have UT in the morning,
then i design logos using photoshop (hanged),
then have another UT in the afternoon,
which i need to design some question they asked using photoshop.

so today, basically is BUSY BUSY BUSY and more FRUSTRATION

my work today and last week =)

new logo

memo pad

t-shirt

old logo in black and white

FUN FUN DOUBLE FUN

2008-07-26T12:50:00.004+08:00

yesterday was the BEST BEST BEST!!!
had a totally fun
from school to after school

had animation
and we had to produce a stop motion animation
thus
we need to create our characters using play-doh
and i was the one excited
excited, thrilled and fun
but it was tiring larh
coz we need to think about our plot, we need to ensure that our dummy are working
but overall
it was FUN FUN FUN

and apart from that
talked to the supervisor about what happened
and she at least gave me hopes =)

anddddd
after school event was spent with yes
the gilers
at aminah's grill
eating fish and chips and sheishaing
sheeessshhh
we tried the mixed fruit
but no taste at all
it wasn't that bad
we tried and have fun blowing like an angry bull!!!
but i think
for me i rather do it once in a blue moon
coz i'm not really that sure what's inside...
but it was all FUN FUN FUN
with the teasing, laughing, singing, nonsense games that makes you laugh like nobody business anndd of course camwhoring
here's taken from maz's blog
mazzz pixies hor

next stop fireworks, karoake, picnic at botanic yarh!! =)

FYP

2008-07-23T21:09:00.005+08:00

FYP = gonecase
and
i do not wish to ELABORATE abt it
i DO NOT EVEN WISH TO THINK ABOUT IT
and
i'm worried SICK
and
to make matter worst
none of my family members even tried to calm me down!
thanks arh!
i am always amazed when you tried to tell people its ohkay
when you cant even tell your own daughter that
instead you critisize her, making matter worst
BAH!
so i dont need anyone sympathy
i'm really am tired you know

besides i thanked god
i have my friends
at least i can complain to them
they hear me out
they tried to convince me
they advise me
at least the matter was off my HEAD
and best still
we camwhore!
that's the part where my mind was not at FYP
and now i wonder how many people actually failed
Now
i dont realy care what grades i get
as long as i passed
i'm thankful enough

but here's the pictures!! =)

ME

waiting for PRESENTATION

My FYP teammates. GOOD JOB GUYS! =)

AFTA PRESENTATION

FYP

2008-07-22T15:52:00.002+08:00

FYP FYP FYP FYP FYP FYP
ohkay i'm becoming like NAD
FYP FYP FYP
is all in my mind
excited and nervous and scared at the same time
excited coz of the formal outfits
nervous coz of the unknown and surprised questions asked
scared coz of the grades

FYP FYP FYP FYP FYP FYP
and then GOODBYE CODINGS!!
hello FILM!!!

FYP FYP FYP FYP
and i cant stop it

Top Ten

2008-07-22T09:30:00.003+08:00

3 new recommended songs for you all!!
Wardha's Top Ten Songs!!
1. One Republic - Say (All I Need) (up)
2. Akon - Right Na Na Na [new and recommended]
3. Westlife - Its Us Against The World (down)
4. Chris Brown Ft Keri Hilson - SuperHuman (down)
5. David Cook - Always Be My Baby (down)
6. Madonna Ft Justin Timberlake - 4 minutes (down)
7. Ashley Simpson - Outta My Head (new and recommended]
8. Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
9. Switchfoot - This is Home [new]
10. David Hernandez and Greg Kimble - Hold On [new and recommended]

top 3 artist:
1.

2.

3.

House

2008-07-21T19:34:00.004+08:00

Recently
i've been addicted to House
soo cool
soo weird
soo nice
soo touching
soo drama-mama
yet
soo funny

and guess what
i even cant help but hope that my future husband is a doctor
ohkay ohkay
i know i know
but i just cant help it to imagine becuase of this FROCKING HOT DOCTOR!! =)

isnt he HOT??
hmm
seems like i like a lot of male celebs =)
first was orlando bloom, then it was izwan pilus and zed zaidi, then ben barnes, then william mosely, then jesse(him)...then ???
arghh!!..
and surprisingly
i have nothing to say abt my love life!!
nothing!!!
nothing simply attract me now!!!
BOYS!!
SOS!!

BOREDOM

2008-07-21T14:40:00.002+08:00

BORED BORED BORED
I'M FUCKING BORED!!

damn it larh today's module!!
two teams - 7 teammates
but it took 30 mins more to end the first team presentation
argghhh
leaving me no mood

but
tmr UT is being cancelled
yay!!
coz SR Nathan is coming!!
for wad?
i donnoe
but who cares?

then the day has come
FYP PRESENTATION
SELAMAT ARH KAU!! =)

ohkay SELAMAT! =p

work and top ten

2008-07-15T14:46:00.002+08:00

My work =)
Theme: Support Anti-piracy

Aniways,
its time forrrr
Wardha's Top Ten Songs!!
1. Westlife - Its Us Against The World (up)
2. Chris Brown Ft Keri Hilson - SuperHuman (down)
3. David Cook - Always Be My Baby (down)
4. One Republic - Say (All I Need) [new and recommended] (up)
5. Madonna Ft Justin Timberlake - 4 minutes (down)
6. Kat Deluna Ft Busta Rhymes - Run The Show (down)
7. FloRida ft Rick Ross,Brisco & Billy Blue - In The Ayer (new)
8. Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
9. Rihanna - Take A Bow (down)
10. Harry Gregson - Arrival At Aslan's How (sountrack from Narnia, Prince Caspian)

FYP DONE!

2008-07-14T12:25:00.004+08:00

ouh freak!!
finally i'm DONE WITH MY FYP!!
everything is OVER

everyone was rushing and running!!
soo chaos in the library

yarp
i'm in the library,
friends laptop

supposedly i thought my part is done
and wanie wanted to use my dreamweaver
so we decided to exchange lappy

buttt
my FYP teammates told me to update my GUI
since he has already finished everything
so i thought
ohkay i can finish it
until i realise
i am not using my laptop
and
all my codings are soo different!!!
coz my files are corrupted
so last minute change
and at 12pm
everyone was rushing to the E1
it was freaking chaos lor in the lib!

aniwae
FYP IS OVER!
like FINALLY!

berangan tahi ayam

2008-07-13T20:41:00.003+08:00

wells
here's my berangan tahi ayam =)

me berangan artist maner seh tak jadi =)

partners in action! =)

recording studio

rotoscope of me in the studio...cool or not?

well...actually, this studio is found in RP, with expensive and modernise yet confusing technology...its actually what i'm studying larh...one of my module, Video and Audio...

then the rotoscope, was a tryout for my module, animation...cool huh??...that's why i love my modules =)...its not easy, yet it needs commitment to edit it..

ouh wells
cant believe tmr is a school day
and worst it is mr cikopek's module
HATE HIM!! =)

FYP DONE!

2008-07-13T15:28:00.002+08:00

look at what FYP make me do
i totally forget what date it is
and i found out from farah's blog
since her bday was yesterday
and
i just remembered my aLong is coming back from BOSTON
dont forget yarh my mat salleh's sparkling blue eyes!

and yeah
i find it hard to go out and decide when i'll be free
but i think i want to lay off being an organizer

anyway
happy 19th birthday farah!..we are the same age!
welcome home aLong!!
i'm finally done with my FYP!!
1 and a half more days to submit my FYP
5 more days till sheishaing
6 more days till road trip (hopefully)
10 more days till my final presentation
19 more days till school's holiday (declare myself)
30 more days till 3rd yr 1st sem over =)

and its time for
new classmates
new fyp
new modules
new faci

but
old friends
old school
old buildings
old timing

Wardha Top 10 Songs

2008-07-08T15:55:00.003+08:00

WARDHA TOP 10 SONGS
1) Chris Brown Ft Keri Hilson - SuperHuman [new and recommended]
2) David Cook - Always Be My Baby
3) Westlife - Its Us Against The World [new and sing-a-long]
4) Madonna Ft Justin Timberlake - 4 minutes
5) Kat Deluna Ft Busta Rhymes - Run The Show
6) Rihanna - Take A Bow
7) Chris Brown Ft Jordan Sparks - No Air
8) One Republic - Say (All I Need) [new]
9) Lily Allen - Fuck You Very Much [new and overage]
10) Britney Spears - Break The Ice